D e v e n P h i l b r i c k —
Animal Faith
There is a world we must make
sense of.
I am here now.
Where the bodies are.
Where they replicate
as in mathematics.
Where meat begets
infinitely more meat, made
to eat what feeds it.
Animal body, show me your
internal constitution,
feed me the bread
you’ve baked in the sun.
It is a world here.
We are the lost ones.
There is a time test.
The boundaries are invented.
A spiritual suitcase
traveling to no place
empty but for
what you’ve placed inside.
Sense takes time
for a ride on that
ethereal steam train.
This is your body
This is your house
your husk this
holy hummingbird
outside the windows
eyes make
this house a body
housing a second
body a second
time inside
the flesh we all take
as a place to reside
and feed ourselves
until
the sense reveals itself
as a made thing.
Senseless, the body
burgeons. Unseeing. Maybe
feeling. Hearing
for sure. Sense
feeling’s lure, lamentable
what passes
for a life
lived well.
They sell bodies in this place.
We shudder.
We stutter.
We make sense
in the way of the animal other
whose body differs from yours or mine
only by its insistence on presence
if at all.
So many things give life, even
water.
The human house
is a composer
scoring sounds
its processes interpret
with minds sharp enough
to puncture the orifice
and yield
a new house
fit for living all the same.
The song the new house sings
it sings for you
of the body
making sense.
Avian Delight
We don’t, she said, like
poems about
coffee or birds
But doesn’t she know, can’t
she see that these
are the two great subjects?
How the coffee, even if stale,
tastes always
axiomatic, and how the birds, one
bird or a flock, a gaggle, a murder,
wing over variously feathered
wing, see from behind the same eyes
and sing:
the sun and the moon
betray each other
at this precarious juncture
of light and flight and flavor,
of burning one’s tongue on the first cup
Brewed with bones and beaks
crushed up in the beans
flight, like music, an upper limit
and every day I dip my beard
in the bitter darkness
and imagine a Hell
I’m not sure if I believe in
Doesn’t she know
that every bird is a subject
and every coffee bean seen
as well as seeing?
Doesn’t she hear the song
that even dead birds sing?
Like salvation and damnation mixed
in a single container, a single
continent seen from a straightforward
sky hard fought space
Aren’t these objects too?
Aren’t we?
Are not
flying and not drinking
activities we’ll take up
in the afterlife?
or the afternoon?
Nothing to do
with coffee or birds
nothing and doing
awake.
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