O a k M o r s e —

Seeking Solace


open up an opera in my deer in headlights so you feel its yearning yodel.

               don’t sling stage lights under the chin of my deer in headlights.     inhale your growl
around my dear in headlights, and

               save your bulldozer from my deer in headlights—my fear of becoming a flattened,
streaked python, my Lord, I’d rather be a peppermint.     as soon as you spot me, let
my deer in headlights wag around your ankles, then your ears.

stream shamrocks down the spine of my deer in headlights.     savor the whitetail scent of
my deer in headlights     let a parade march right out my deer in headlight’s eyelids.     slide one
secret admirer to my deer in headlights, then twist dimples in it, and tell it to un-diminish itself.

my deer in headlights deserves it, your midsummer night song you scat by a bonfire, your mega
parachute you stretch across to face the constellations.     please,

pin my deer in headlights on a Packer’s fan, let it jangle in a cowbell.     let it swing like a
pendulum from the Statue of Liberty.     hand over a million-dollar Happy Meal to
my deer in headlights, with award-winning sweet and sour barbeque sauce.

               don’t slap a sad emoji on my deer in headlights.     don’t divorce my deer in headlights,
before you learn its name.

it is true, my deer in headlights belongs in a folktale, in bold on the flyer of the ball of the
millennium.     so,

skate into a sandcastle with my deer in headlights.     let it surf on the back of a flamingo.
swirl my deer in headlights in chardonnay, let it suds until it rises into a hallelujah.

Hallelujah! is the sound of the buzzer when my deer in headlights portals into
your softest district.  

Rat-A-Tat-Tat-Fru-Fru-Let Me Name Us

 

Kapow! Seasoning-salt sorcery,

Sniff! Prelude to Oshun, an under-

cover nectar, a divine rat, whiskers

more luscious than eyelashes, hips

round like balloons. You ain’t got

to roach bomb me to run me out,

baby, I’d just run rings around you,

bloody nose and all. Besides I’ve

been living here longer than you;

my family hailed from dumpsters

and my ma left a roof over my head

in your insulation. So, we are both

head of household here, a palace

for me, a project apartment for you.

 

We quarantined together. No lie!

One Valentine’s Day I left you

a stolen pecan wrapped in a ribbon

on the coffee table. Yet you still wish

me to not exist, disperse past death.

Tiptoeing over your shadows is fun.

Remember that selfie you took; umm hmm

I was in the background, middle

finger up, like a ratchet schoolgirl!

I’ll be your juicy jack-in-the-box,

jumping in and out of everything! 

Bing Bong Boom! Jump roping

with cable cords, sashaying

inside your make-up kit. One night

I slept in your niece’s left-over baby

shoe. You squealed worse than

a stuck guinea pig. Bumble Bee,

don’t shorten my years before I get

to frighten you to fetal positioning.

Besides, you have bigger

things to panic over in this world.

I twerk your kitchen window

absorbing all the sun, because I

got all the light; I’m much bigger

than this wasteful blasphemy you

believe I am—just a rat to you.

 

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