B r a n d o n S h i m o d a —

Rest House

  

On the Motoyasu

in Hiroshima

 

two children, a girl and a boy

covered in colorful tsuru,

swim through a sculpture

of Sadako Sasaki

 

were they sister and brother

were the tsuru breathing  

 

can you hear their feathers   separate

 

the sun

up the wall   

 

the tsuru

hung off

 

their arms   like

tails

on the ground  

 

the ground went

suddenly

 

down

 

as they lived  

 

what were they looking at, suddenly, in

 

the appearance of this girl and this boy   there

 

were new

possibilities

 

for blood   for how it might coagulate

into robes

with infinite folds

 

arranged in empathetic colors   overlooking a river

whose tide could not remember

the burden it carried to sea

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Rest House

 

The sister and the brother walked

freely

along the river   above the river,

 

and felt the trees

watching   leering?  

 

at those who,

by the fact   and the promise

of their being children

 

survived   threw themselves into

an unrecognizable future

 

porous   to hide in

 

spaces of light   where light falls

or

 

resorbed

into the grief

that constitutes silence

 

Children   lumped together, licked

by the gentle reclamations of the tide,

 

fertilized the soil that

broke ground

 

where nests grow

old

 

fall apart

 

 

 

 

 

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The girl and the boy   The sister and the brother

with cascades of tsuru

bleeding from their hands

 

could have been offering

the jagged edges

of the ruins

 

to the people   

stroll[ing]   absent-minded

through the placid mausoleum

 

sharp   deliberate,

 

lines  

all over the bodies  

 

hearts

beating

 

like shards

of alkaline walls   toxic molds

 

that morph into

dust

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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over time, the girl and the boy

on the Motoyasu

in Hiroshima

became trees  

 

barbed   so as to protect

their bright

and vulnerable

fruits  

 

from being eaten

 

by the wrong

digestive systems

 

They did not smell   their hearts were small

 

seeds dropping

into the uterine amphitheater

 

a code  

underneath the skin

 

of the water   moving

towards the mountains

 

where their eldest was

waiting...   wanting

 

to engender

shade

 

and peace

 

staggered   ruined

against the frozen sky,

 

a root growing upside-down

Rest House

  

Children, once

they become vegetation

 

project themselves into

a looser fantasy

of belonging

 

Permit themselves   or

are permitted

 

the relics

of burned, broken nights

 

the wind carries

with it

 

the beauty, the familiarity,

the equilibrium

of inherited distress

 

[and] refreshment

 

now   We are trees now

 

like alien elevators

loud – lifting   could not  

 

for the life of me

 

make myself

out

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Rest House

 

The sky above the girl and the boy

resembled the ceiling of a planetarium

 

each bulb in the galaxy

eavesdropping

on the progress of descendancy,

 

and wanting in

 

They were young

The tsuru were dresses

 

They floated A song  

 

trailed

from the river

 

but quicker

 

the wax

from the chrysalis

 

embedded

in the brain

 

floating over their shadows

washing behind them,

 

were priests

reincarnated as cousins

 

I wanted to offer them

my table, my bed

 

the angelic light   warm,

and many thousands of miles

in an unfolded place

 

candles   ,   mounted in the lips of lanterns

to evoke the guise of

home  

 

receptor of space

 

where a bomb is always falling

without reaching earth

 

the people arrayed

in their labor, toiling

but [still] able to drink water

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